cloud of inadequacy

cloud of inadequacy
performance anxiety
small man syndrome
wherever I may roam

cloud of inadequacy
mushroomed come puberty
hitherto
under its shadow

cloud of inadequacy
traumatic legacy
epigenetic brew 
drunk coz i wasn't you or you or you

cloud of inadequacy
thunderheaded for me
resignation's dolour
a stormy steamroller

cloud of inadequacy
grey sky incumbency
gone now sun shines
on my managed decline